Shaking on the inside
The remedy is far away
I can put one foot in front of the other
If I want to relieve the pain
Why does it feel like I’m reliving the same day
Anxiety anxiety in my body, in my face
Please leave me alone
I don’t like the intrusion
I want to have a moment of silence
To let my wounds heal
Anxiety anxiety fucking anxiety
I need a moment to remember a moment
I just had and if I become unconscious
This might get bad
Please leave your ego at home when you speak to me If I treat you accordingly
Your tears will say “you’re mean to me”
What do my tears seem to be ?
Irrelevant to you
You have this get over it attitude
When you’re still holding it inside of you
Letting it guide you into your worse behavior
This is more than dangerous
I’m even more estranged cause
Stuck isn’t the name
I can see where I’m headed
I’ve given you too much information
and too much credit
Now your head is
bigger than it’s ever been
Catch me in the wind
I can’t be your lover
Contemplating being friends
I know you need healing away from me
This isn’t safe for me
I’ve been filling self
with destructive thinking
Battling the faith in me
