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Updated: Jul 9, 2024

It’s been a long journey to exactly where I am…

Sitting in a room taking up space

Feeling the influxes of saliva

The sounds of my projector

Louder than my thoughts

Am I lost

No, I’m aware of where I am

I don’t know if I’m losing my mind

I do know it’s harder to find

That urge

That sense

The will to live

It’s like I’m fading to black

The curtain is closing

And seen.

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