Free Writes

sometimes I’d beat myself up subconsciously then beat myself up consciously

today I had to re mind self that I was okay in the exhale

breathe again

you are the wind beneath the wings that get you to where your intend on going

As I say things like “I didn’t ask to be here” I am realizing that I actually did subconsciously because I believe church put me to sleep to who I actually am and I’ve been operating in productive fear that causes my body stress

my sister’s bones being buried in a cemetery

collecting the bodies of people for what? I guess I’m supposed to just play along tho

I can no longer stand for what I don’t believe in and truly think people should think and feel before they say or do and

thinking and knowing are two different experiences yet one does happen before the other

IMAGINE KNOWING HOW YOU FEEL!

Love. ☀